Well, fuck...

Do you remember when we kissed? Cause I do and it spooks my mind at night. It makes me wanna go blind. I wanna be part of your life but that's just not in the cards, cause you're here and I'm there - wait, I just had a brainfart. Remember when we had sex? Cause I wish I had been sober but I guess I (was) fucked (up) and now I gotta start over. Remember all the times we talked? That was fun, where it had all begun, but that's all kinda bugging me now.

I wish I forgot the things I said, the stuff I did, the way you looked, your accent, your absence, your stupid tattoos and I wish I could forget that I ever met you, or maybe not. (I don’t know.)

Do you remember all the times that we were making out and you told me that it's not over yet but that was all that I'd think about? Remember when you put all those feelings in my head? I guess that wasn't really your fault but you kinda played a part in it. Remember when you said that you wanted my address and you kissed me one last time and I turned into a total mess? Remember when I missed your guts for a couple months and all I got was a note saying you had moved on.

Do you remember how I had realism on my mind but I didn't really care cause I was happy at the time? I just let everything happen cause it all was for a reason and you didn't mail me back, well, that was also for a reason. Remember how it felt to be turned down? Remember how it turned out to feel down? Cause when convenience takes over and your life is on your side, then I guess I shouldn't complain, so why do I?

(Now I think it's for the better and I think we're both alright
But still you're part of the reason why I didn't see Hold Tight!)